Hi. An update on me. I'm Tia. I'm still 40-ugh! And i'm still sober. And can I say that being sober brings trying times. Alot of emotions. Alot of feelings. Alot of shame. Guilt. But i'm trudging through it one day at a time.
My 3 beautiful children, Kaitlin, Kari and Caden are my reasons for breathing. It has been a rough year. really rough. but were going to be ok. Kaitlin is now 19 years old. Aaahh, where did the time go. She is still two yrs old, in her colorful patterened bathing suit, her swim robe and her matching jellies with bling on them...yes jellies, the rubber like shoe. she loved them!!! She was the mighty Kaitlin..she still is. I love her more than life. I don't think she knows that sometimes.
Kari is now 14. OMG, can we say drama, drama, drama....kari kari kari...lol she's 14 waddaya gonna do. She is amazing. Still a member of NJHS. Funny as all hell..my dream for kari is happiness and peace. She is my heart and i love her sosososososososossoooo much.
My son, Caden is now 11. Still riding dirt bikes. He's raced 3 races now, first race he placed 3rd. Second race he placed 2nd, and this last one, FIRST!!! He's been riding less than a year. He is soooo handsome. He's funny also. He loves his sissy's. He loves his mama and dad. He is my main man forever. He is my protector. I love my boy.
so you can see my kids are my reason for everything. and yes, i really have great kids. Thank You God for kaitlin kari and caden. ily u guys to the moon.
Still live in hotass, az. someday that will change.

I still love being a girl...lmfao...i love all things high end, expensive, total label whore. (not a whore tho) :) Makeup, skincare, parfume, SUGAR SCRUBS are a must ladies. expensive jeans, and roxy flip flops.

You can't bullshit a bullshitter so please don't even try. Im confrontational. a bit of drama comes and goes in my life...im still working on that. Do not ever debate addiction with me. No, we just can't say no, we can't stop like normal people..it is a disease.
no one is unique. everyone has a story. ask and i will tell you mine. i have been judged, belittled, humiliated, branded "unreedemable", in general not worth it. I used for 27 years. I guess I can understand there logic. but they didn't live "my logic" nor do they ever understand. I am a kind person. I am loyal. I am open. I am learning or should i say trying super hard to live what people call "a normal life" i'm gettn' it. it's just taking me longer. haha. I am loud, abnoxious, outspoken...I am sexy. sounds vain? well, i am and the reason being is because i carry myself with class. shoulders back, head up, walk tall baby. and also cus guys tell me i am, alot. White is my fave color. Social Distortion and Silversun Pickups are my 2 major most fave bands. i love all music. Old jazz...

Fuck you hypocrites. period. wait til it hits your world..anything you judge. never never never judge anyone unless you have walked in there shoes. no ifs and or buts.
I am a loner. I don't think i'm loving it so much anymore.

My name is Tia and I am an addict. October 11, 2010 is my sobriety date. almost one year..wow. that's trippy. woop woop..yeah me!!!

thats it for now bitches. i jumble alot, sorry for that. you would trip out on me fosho'. My motto, if you can handle me for 30 days than you can handle me forever...maybe???? Hmm....i dunno....
Later Skaters.
Peace Out